I guess I will give you a complete history because maybe something will stand out to you that I havent noticed before.
I am the third of 4 kids. I have 3 brothers. All of us were breastfed. My brothers all nursed for a little over a year. I did not get this luxury. My mother got pregnant when I was 8 months old and I rejected the breast. I was put on cows milk and table food at this point. I was given purees and stuff from about 5 months old. I had access to a lot of pop and processed food. I started smoking at age 11 and was a full fledged smoker by age 15. I moved out when I was 17 and survived off of coffee, free donuts from the bakery I worked at and canned processed food. I also partied a lot. At 18 I was diagnosed with crohn's disease. I was told I would have this disease for life. The specialist told me to quit smoking, and I thought whats the point I am sick for life. I still partied for that same reason. At 19 I started college. If it wasnt for the pain relief I got from marijuana, I probably would have dropped out. I was put on medications like prednisone flagyl, and immuran they worked a little but I never went into remission.
Fast forward to 23 years old. I never really experienced relief from my symptoms, even with meds. One day I just felt cold and achy. I ended up with sores in my mouth. I was admitted to hospital and spent a week there. They did a CT which showed extensive inflammation. So they pumped me full of steroids and antibiotics and then sent me home. I was home for 2 days when I felt this pop in my abdomen. Then the pain started and I felt cold like I never felt in my life. So cold that I took the hottest bath I could without burning myself and it still wasnt hot enough. (I was home alone and I didnt know that I had a high fever. I could have killed myself.) I took a sleeping pill and laid down. I could not sleep. I was on the toilet and puking in the bathtub at the same time. My brother called an ambulance. My bowel had a huge absess and that pop was it perforating and spilling fecal matter into my abdomen. It was the worse pain of my entire life. I wanted to die. All I could do was scream and scream and scream. They gave me narcotics and it didnt even take the edge off. The absess had a bacteria not known to be in the colon, Strep A. I now realize that the antibiotics probably encouraged it to grow and the steroids thinned my tissues causing my bowel to fall apart. I was septic and I almost died. I woke up with a colostomy bag and it took me months to recover. I then had the colostomy reversed when I was healthy enough. That was about 5 years ago. I was put on immunosuppressant for a year after than. I started to change my ways. I quit smoking. I started eating healthy, taking omega 3s and probiotics. I came off the immunosuppresants and I stayed in remission until this past summer.
I tried the McDougall diet. Its a low fat vegan diet based on grains, legumes, and veggies. It worked for awhile. I felt really good and energetic. It lasted a couple months, then the holidays came and I started to vear off my diet. I got back on the diet but I am not getting any better. Its frustrating. I have inflammation in my descending colon. I have bloody stools about once a week. I have lost a lot of weight. I have terrible cystic acne. My nose is slighlty runny all the time. My toes turn purple and they hurt sometimes. I experience pain and nausea whenever I eat a meal. This all started when I started to flare in the summer. Recently I found my self craving sweets like home made muffins or cookies at least once a day. After what happened to me, I do not want to take meds, but there has been a couple of times where I was desparate enough to consider it.
So I am ready to change my diet again. I think I have a candida problem.
I dont eat much these days as it causes me pain. Up until a month ago I was cooking whole wheat pasta, beans, tofu, stir frys, curries, rice, soups, stews, homemade whole wheat bread, nut butters, veggie sandwiches, chickpeas, grain muffins, and whole wheat pancakes. I have only been veg since summer and I used to eat chicken, beef, and venison and do bone broths in addition to the foods in my list.
Currently I take probiotic capsules (I think dairy bugs me so I dont eat yogurt.)
a rainbow light multi vitamin
flax oil and fish oil
So thats it.
and vitamin D.
I also nurse my 2 year old DD twice a day. I am ready to wean soon and will be done in a month or so.